Even samuel nominated me for the blonde moment superlative. Talk about major ouch.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.


Wait. Did he see me doing that yesterday ? Crap. I knew i was getting too high.

ARGH. WAIT. THINKING ABOUT IT, I THINK SETH AND BEN SAW ME DOING IT. DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDD.

Oh yea, so anyone needs/wants anything from Aussie ? You'll get your stuff before Christmas. :D



I'm not exploiting my Neighbour, really. :DDD

Andrew's taking a day off so i can borrow his oven to bake. That's like awfully nice of him, and i'm really really excited; but i feel quite bad his has to spend his off days like that. (:(

Other news, prom dress still nowhere to be seen. Ho hum. Save the moolah, buy more solar garden lamps ? HA. JOHANNA IS GONNA KILL ME WHEN HE KNOWS WHAT I WANT.

So anyway, my not so lovely Neighbour, Johanna is going to Aussieland for a couple of days next week. Soooooooooo. Since i did not manage to get Joshie to bring down my stuff as i wanted, i've rang up the Neighbour to ask for another *ahem* favor from his little trips.

And since he's more familiar with the place - compared to turkey last year, where i requested for turkish delight (delish!) - he told me to note down all that i want on a list. Still, he never would he guess the insane stuff i wanted..

Worst, i mentioned to mum about the garden lamps and she wanted some too. Gifts to shawna's mum and such for their garden as well as for our own patch of grass. Soooo.... Now, if i'm not mistaken, he'll need to lug more than 10 lamps back for me - not that light i believe - hope he doesnt yell he sees it, i'm too scared to hand it to him in person, likely i'll throw it into the mailbox.

*in a monotone voice* Thank you Johanna , i hope you werent cursing when you saw your 'photo' on facebook.

OH AND I DECIDED TO NOT APPLY FOR ANY JOBS ANY MORE. Why am i even killing myself with the workload. Tskkkk.

For once since Thursday i'm home before midnight. Awesome. I can finally catch some decent sleep ! Been dragging myself off bed for the past few days that it's been almost horrid. Urgghhh. This might be boring, so pardon the ramblings.

Generally quiet day, the briefing at Justin's place was pretty clear-cut. But i guess i better read the stuff through once more before the actual day. On other notes, had to re-take the DISC test - last time i took it was years ago - and surprisingly, in the "Work" context, i'm a high S and I (take that alvin ! I wasnt domineering !) and am 'unique' because i'm the same for all three sections (Public, Private and True self or something). Ha. Awesome. Reminds me of that line from TWLOHA, to be lovers bold in broken places. More you show, more you risk; more you risk, more you lose. Still, that's just how God intended us to be i guess, daring to be true and be willing to care even if it means we'll get hurt. I just hope i'll continue remembering and being like that.

Prom. I cannot wait for it to be over. In a nutshell, thinking of skipping the affair in the end. Knew i shouldnt have signed up in the first place - my own fault for convincing people in the first place i guess. Neighbour's not helping either, reminding me it's under a hundred anyway. Sighh. Still, think of the food i could've bought. Oh well.


Speaking of food, DAVID, REALLY, THAT VEGETARIAN ENERGY BAR IS THE LOVE. Give you one next time. Muhahahhaha. Okay okay. Off to get another. DELISH~! Oh and sis just handed me two vouchers for a free meal at swensen's. Hurrr.


Yesterday something stupid happened. Reminded me of the first time he called me Yun. Perhaps it was because coming from him, it seemed strange. That was the first time he called me that. Still, last night was even weirder. Almost like kids drunk on alcoholic chocolate, intoxicated, teased, murmuring words, phrases that made sense only to us. You knew what i'll say if you told me that, yet you still did; almost as if you just wanted to invoke the reaction out of me. Almost. I'm kind of upset that i'll lose you soon; the last cornerstone.

period.

I think A Levels killed our brains. Talking to this guy from RJ about how watching Heroes/reading FMA "is the excitings"(sic). *Recalls how ducky helped him with math while my hippo didnt* Hmmmm.

Anyway, finally over and done with (yayness), so now to get a (fixed) job and settle my prom stuff asap. Am considering halters now, since imsoinlovewiththemlately and because i dont like tubes while the others are so urrrgggghhhh...

But anyways, HAHAHA. I CAN WATCH MY DRAMAS, READ MY MANGA; STONE AT HOME, GO FOR A DRINK WITH NO GUILT AND/OR WHATEVER~!

We shall start the love with Proposal Daisakusen !

Nick Vujicic

Hello my pancakes,

The church (FCBC) is having a guest speaker for our Youth Service(1.30pm): Nick Vujicic next coming Sunday, 2nd December. So here, i'll like to share a short account on why i think perhaps, one should consider popping by - no need to come with me if you dont feel like it, that's why the details are up there already. Hahaha. Anyway, before i digress:

Vujicic is pretty much an average guy in his mid-twenties with a Bachelor of Commerce majoring in Financial Planning and Accounting; loves to swim, fish and play soccer.

So what's so special about him, you ask ? Well, born on the 4th of December 1982 in Melbourne into a Christian family where his father is a pastor of their church and his mother a nurse, Vujicic was born without limbs.

Yet despite the lack of limbs, the teasing gone through during childhood and the days of darkness, he's now a successful motivational speaker who shares about how he has managed to overcome the fear, anger and uncertainties faced in his childhood days.

Have a look at the clip and may he too, inspire you.




Life Without Limbs
"we cant and should not compare sufferings"

Justin just rang up, guess i've got a stint on the 28 and 29, only 1hour per session but getting half day rate. NOT BAD. Am thinking if i should sign up for the session on 1st december too, but that would depend on if i can manage to get my prom stuff ready by them. Sigh.

Okay, things aside, i feel so hopeless for bio now. Gwwwddd.

FIRE CANDY UPDATED. GAAAAAAA.


Okay. Anyway, i need to save up to buy baking stuff. Hurrr. I seriously think Neighbour is weird lately; he agreed to let me borrow his oven last night when i asked - and pancakes know how many times i've tried to coerce him into lending me the kitchen before.

Ouran jdorama coming out it seems. But the Hitachiin casting seems URGH. I might not watch it i guess. Blow my twins' image. Am downloading Hana Kimi (Japanese version now). HURRRR. A'S ARE OVER. (almost. maybe. to an extent..)


Ps. Fire candy, disappointment. SIGH.

Stardust.

Stardust. Pretty awesome flick. Especially if you have not read the story. They made it a lil' too family friendly for my taste.

Also, the fight scene was pretty annoying. Sigh, drag out the fight or just squeeze in one if there isnt one in the original story - which is what happened in this case. Consumer sovereignty. Heh. (Film makers are pricetaker ? Whatever.)

It could've been done better, as always. Like in LoTR, WHERE WERE THE TWINS ??? Okay, before i digress, it was a pretty good watch, even if you HAVE read the book prior to watching. The stuff they cut out or replaced were not that serious, perhaps left some loops here and there. And although certain things irked me, it was worth the money i guess. Not visually, but for the whole Gaiman story part. Ha. So yup, support Neil Gaiman and watch the show, buy the book too ! (:

Okay, i did ONE miserable chem question this entire 6 days and have NOT cleared econs - what more practice essay writing this while. Not in the mood to study chem/econs/whatever either. Heh. I'm so doomed.

Argh. Off to write now. Gawd. I've been editing the same 4 chapters over and over again. I seriously need some divine intervention both studies and writing-wise.

I dare not hold you for long, for fear that the thing i most dread would come true;
say please, take it, then i'll run away before you can even react.
I fear that, perhaps one day i would end up being so accustomed that when you are gone, i cannot cope;
like the oasis that was but a mirage, so fleeting you that dont even get to wonder if things really happened. So fickle and wavering that i cannot grasp.
I fear that, we're so alike,
and maybe


this resemblance shall be our ultimate downfall.

<< I SAW WILFRED TODAY.

Of course not with this hair. Haha. He still looked tall and lanky and such. Was with his mum i presume. So cute.

Ps. Joshie, i met Ronald from your church. He's kinda chubby. Hurrr.

Pps. JASON KOK GOT MARRIED. *GASPPP* COFFEE BEAN PEOPLE, WE NOW KNOW WHY HE'S BEEN SMILING SO MUCH LATELY.

PIE

Okay, so it's pretty much official that Paper is Evil will be up after A's - aka posthumously. Heh.


The idea has been lingering in my mind for a while already and after that day when Mabel, Cheryl and Yanyi mentioned it, i got pretty wavered by it.. Especially when Yanyi suggested (insanity of the moment thing) to be my business partner - in a bid to make me teach her how to book bind. Hahaha.

Planning to make a photo album for Ps Shirley and Yong Howe for Asher, would be good i guess, parents always love taking photos for their kids. Anyway, will most likely be doing albums, cards, notebooks and maybe when bored enough plushies and the such for the site. Now, just to survive A's and hope that yanyi doesnt burst out giggling halfway through her remaining paper thinking of it.


Ps. It just occurred to me that abbreviated, Paper is Evil = PIE. Gawwwdddd. I want apple pie !

free fall

So in love with you. ((:

pumpkin pies.

BRA, you're such a nice pancake. I'm so in love with you. Hahaha.

Anyway, hello world, today was a nice slack day (after paper i mean). I FINALLY got to play with my new toys - no Johan, not toys for naughty funny things - and am now revising on coptic binding. Been eons since i did that. I still find it amusing when people dont believe that some of the stuff i'm using i made myself. Heh.

Much much much loves to all my pumpkins:
Andrew, yes love, MUST catch up soon.
BRA, you're such a nice pancake. DAVID, HE'S MINE. DONT STEAL.
Daniel, just thanks. So much more than you know.
Debbie, for courage; for reminding me of that verse i so often forget; for reminding me that everything is in His hands.
Esther, hello babe. Hope it's been well for you. (:
Gerald, my (second) cousin. For always trying to lift me up; always there to help.
Johann, yes they were that bad.
Joshua, for calming me on the day before chem.
My pumpkins from church, Hoi, Mabel, Wei and Yanyi, thank you for the prayer.

I am so in love with all of you. ((:

You know, i'm so screwed. I'm in a writing mood now. Heh.

I'm getting flashes whenever i read boring stuff like chem (and bio). Doomed shuyun, so doomed.

Anyway, my dear pumpkins, do stop wondering about the label j., he/it really isnt what you think he/it is. Haha. ((:




i dont like my knuckles, they're boney and too visible. I feel like throwing up everytime i see them. Heh. And you on all occassions, you make me feel filthy.

Holding hands behind our backs, my fingers hooked between yours and yours between mine; i hear your heartbeat as we stood, just staring at the scene ahead. You never liked the place, i've always found it special; walking up with you every time, tugging, laughing, teasing each other. It's breezy tonight and the wind carries with him our thoughts; whispers resonate in the air, audible and comprehensible to us and only us.

Mr déjà vu, now that you're gone, would things ever be the same again ?